"And away we go
and I hope that you know
that one day, we will all be alone

Holding on to broken hearts
Memories are what's left of us
You're trying to hard to be my friend
And I'm placing all our pictures
in these broken frames to remind me never fall in love again

I'm sorry wont cut it for the rest of your life
get over yourself and say goodbye
I hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you
Forget my name and forget my face hope you get on a plane and forget this place
So I never have to deal with you again

And away we go
and I hope that you know
that one day, we will all be alone

Maybe now I'll figure out
that life is one big question
how am I supposed to grow
when I'm stuck inside this state, well I'll never know
Your falling faster then the shooting star you wished your body on

I'm sorry wont cut it for the rest of your life
get over yourself and say goodbye
I hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you
Forget my name and forget my face hope you get on a plane and forget this place
So I never have to deal with you again

And I never felt so high as my back is to the ground
And we're staring at the stars, making faces at the clouds
But all those days are gone, the memories put to rest
And if you want to see my youth your gonna have to dig deep in my chest

I'm sorry wont cut it for the rest of your life
get over yourself and say goodbye
I hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you
Forget my name...forget my face...
So I never have to deal with you again"

yay song lyrics. i forgot how much i love Valencia.

i don't understand how when we're together, all we do is argue. but now, we can talk for hours and all it does is make me smile. it seems like i'm reliving the first 3 months and it's driving me crazy. this is how it used to be. i miss it.



I never fail to cry when i listen to this song. fml.

you tell me you still think i'm so amazing. you say you wish things were perfect like they were last summer. you say you still love me and you want to talk the way we used to.



what the fuck changed?

Tomorrow, at this time, I will be getting on the bus to go to the State Theatre Conference! It's pirate themed; be jealous. I'm soooooo excited I'm getting back on Sunday, but until then, I will be busy thezzing out with all my thespian friends! I am totally going to own the makeup and costume challenges, and hopefully the theatre marketing showcase as well. The 6 hour bus ride should be entertaining, heh. Peace out.

So Tom told me my devART journals are too depressing, thus I am dedicating this journal of all happy things to him!

So here are all the happy things in my life at the moment:
I'm going to the State Thespian Conference in 2 days!!!! I'm really excited.
I got to spend the day with my girlfriend yesterday and it was really fun because I don't get to see her very often.
I just drank a really delicious juice box.
I downloaded a bunch of Jack Johnson stuff last week and I've decided that I really like him.
I saw August Rush (finally!) and it was the most amazing movie I've ever seen! The music in that movie is so incredible.
I have a 92.1 in chem!!!! WOOO!!!!!!
I have awesome hair. Haha.
I get to start working on the prosthetics for the Beast next week! I'm really excited to do Beauty and the Beast.
The soup I just ate was rather delectable.
I just used the word delectable. 2 points for me.
I get to leave my gym class 20 minutes early every day! Which is a really good thing because I get frustrated with the people in my class very easily. Except for Tom and Chelsea, they keep me sane :]
Regina Spektor just came up on my playlist. I love her. Her music is amazing.
I'm really enjoying writing this and I think it will make Tom smile.
Tom stalks my devART journals. That alone is amusing me. Heh.
3 weeks until winter break!
3 and a half weeks until my birthday!
That's all I can think of for now. I hope everyone got a kick out of that.